Monday, September 20

..iS eXaCtLY wad I wANNA dO nOW..
iT'S alsO dA titLe OF a sONg Of SPEED'S
i gOT a blOw tOdaE..iT's nOt a biG oNe.. i'M USed tO iT lE..
iT's nTh bIg.. iT jUz hUrtS..
i dUN UndErstaND wHy tHE haTe's sTill dEre..i gUess haTe iS dA bEz woRd fOr it..
iT's aLmOSt 2 mTHs.. tHouGh iT iS shOrt cOmpaRed tO othER mAttErs..
i dUn UndErsTaNd.. i ReaLly dUn~~
caN sUm One tEll ME waD's wRong wiF mE?

i WaNNa cRy in dA rAin, nOt aT hoME oR aNYwhEre eLSe..
cOs i bEliEvE taT da rAin wiLl waSh aWaE All My sOrROws & teaRs..
aNd in iT gOes wiF dA flOw..flOwinG aWaE fRom Me..

gOt back pHy paPEr 2 & 3 tOdae.. qUite Ok.. hOPe i dUn dO tOo baDly fOr My paPer 1.. dEn sHUd bE OK lE bA.. =)

dA amaThs waSn't aS bad aS i tOt.. dA moSt i cAn gET... dA mAx i caN gET iS 56.. cAlcUlaTEd lE.. hAhaz..mY paPEr 1 waS a gOnEr, sO i BEta scOre mORe fOR tiS paPer 2 tO maKe uP fOR iT.. i tOlD mY pAPa it'S a sUre faIl yEstERdaE, aNd hE tOld mE oFf.. lOlz.. dEn tiS mOrniNG He enCoURaGE mE tO wORk hARdER, saYing taT hE nOE iT's *haRd On mE* (oMg..whEn diD hE bECUm sO UNdErsTaNdINg? hAhAz).. sO i dEcidEd tO gIV mY bEz in mY O's.. RegARdlEss oF waD sUbj.. i cannOT lEt dEm dOWn... i caN'T..

sO bOreD.. a fRen caNcEllEd aN apPOinTmEnt fOR a sWim.. sO i'M lEft alOne in dA whOle hOUSe... alOnE..

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